So much of Eid and life

Eid this year is the most tiring one compared to the previous years. And it turns out weirdly when most of the people i knew is not well during the eve. Somehow, nothing much to share, i am glad that i manage to gather with my families and close friends. In shaa Allah i still breathing for next year celebration, with my fiance' or husband perhaps? Aherherher

For the last previous weeks i have been tested with a greatest test among all. And i realized that i had so much more to learn to prepare and to achieve. I finally come to a conclusion that i actually a failure at the current moment. My thesis for master is a trash and well i seems like lost track on everything. I do nothing everyday. I thought i think but actually i also don't have any idea on what is on my mind. Alhamdulillah i am sorted out a bit now.

Sometimes this kind of test teaches us to be more wise and realize on things that we seldom overlooked. 

What doesn't kill you make you stronger. I am grateful cause i finally come to my sense now. If this are called as sense, i hope i can remain this way for long. Hopefully whatever pain that i have now will diminish over time. Oh, this guilt also must go within it. Gotta stand for myself too. 

As for now, lets focusing on what i want to achieve in life. 

x.o.x.o