21 April 2011

Study week eh?

Semalam I receive this from my sister via Facebook.

Bahahaha. Screw final exams! i don't give a damn! tu pasal aku balik rumah der, kalau tak aku stress tgk org study kat utm! rindu weh study week dulu2 kat utm dgn kau & Nada Liyana Abdul Rahim. Org study, kita g karaoke & jalan2. Pastu konon2 nak tidur dulu & bgn study kul 2. Last2 pergi exam tak baca pape. Pastu pergi library konon2 nak study, konon2 bilik kau & ana byk setan, susah nak study. Last2 semua tidur kat library. Sempat baca dua tiga page je. It was fun. Skrg semua dah grad, tinggal aku sorg :(

I seriously missed old times. Untuk UTM students sekarang sure tengah struggling burn the night with books, examples, past year papers, projects or maybe enjoying the week sebab ambil paper sikit. Study week actually fun sebab tak ada class and you're the one who is in charge with your time.

After 4 years being kat UTM here is certain memories yang I boleh ingat pasal study week.

- Of course the memories with Ana and Irena. Serious bilik I time tu dah macam sarang - tilam kat bawah, katil jadi meja, kertas sepah-sepah. Satu katil je yang maintain jadi katil - konon-konon sorang je yang ada chance nak tidur yang lagi 2 orang kena stayed up study. Minum kopi sampai secawan letak 2 - 3 paket tapi end up dengan tidur macam beruang polar juga. Tak boleh belah bila tidur kat meja. Bila tension memang mandi siap-siap karoke kat U Mall. Malam makan ayam penyek without minum air. Haha. Rindu. ;')

- Time tahun 4 kot, kena buat project apetah I dah lupa, and I buat last minute. Konon-konon sambil buat assignment sambil study (alasan yang lame padahal malas). So the girls semua berulang-alik pergi L07 duduk kat meeting room buat kerja ramai-ramai. Do you remember this Eacha, Yanti, Aisyu, Miza, Shida? We're struggling gila kot nak siapkan kerja, tidur lambat. Makan mcd time tengah malam. Then bila bangun ramai-ramai pegi lunch then sambung duduk situ lagi. Pakaian? Tayah cakap, korang memang hot - pasal tu I suka gelar korang lesbo. Bhahaha. Rindu.

- Lastly, I suka study kat library sebab dapat cuci mata woo. Amagash macam bagitau weakness pula. Tapi I seriously suka tengok perempuan cantik - gila cantik some budak architecture, dressing diorang lagi. Kagum. Lagi satu I suka tengok lelaki yang berpusu-pusu pergi masjid sebalah library time azan berkumandang. Another thing that I can't forget is, mengumpat mesti guna kertas. Tengok couple dating senyum-senyum sipu-sipu sambil pegang buku, I dengan adik pun sipu-sipu sebab senyap-senyap nak sindir diorang. HAHA. Ada tu, kiterang pegi library tapi kat library pun tidur, ingat tak Ana? Irena? ;p

Still remember this Irena? Dalam toilet library pun jalannn. ;p

- Then 4th year jugak kot, I study kat bilik adik I which bilik dia dekat dengan bilik Eacha. So kalau I tension mesti I pergi naik katil dia peluk patung besar - tidur. While Eacha tengah study. Nanti reramai pun datang, main kad, main jenga - memekak. Kalau boring gila, diorang tengok family outing bergelak tawa. I time tu tak tengok sebab takut addicted. Tapi tengok diorang gelak pun macam dah kelakar kot.

- Haaa. Then I teringat I pernah study week dengan Yatie. Cannot remember when, but I stayed at her room as her roomate balik kampung. So we both doing our things as subject semua lain-lain. Yang I tak boleh lupa is time Yatie all of the sudden nak makan jagung. Then kiterang beli jagung mentah, rebus dalam kettle kakak master tu instead of using hers. Sumpah kelakar bila jagung dalam jug air tunggu direbus. Then makan sambil tengok drama. Gossip girl kot time tu. Haha. I miss this darling like so much! 

What I can say now is, university life sangatlah fun when you got girlfriendsss yang sama kepala. Even korang yang still belajar kata, kerja lagi best sebab we got paid from what we do, believe it - it is not worth it sangat pun. Time belajar korang macam bebas tak payah fikir pun macam mana nak earn money, responsibility dengan family and commitments segala. Sometimes I wish I can turn back time.

Ok, motif I published this thing is to wish to all my juniors and to those yang nak final dah, GOOD LUCK BABEHH! ♥


14 April 2011

Let it be, let it out

Usually when I messed up, I really avoiding this thing cause I just know how to curse non stop and complaining. Last few day I tweeted;

Karma, you fucked me real hard this time. I almost gave up until I realize how bitchy you are. I'm fine now.

And the emotional tweets keep going on for these few days. Which probably some of my followers might annoys with it. So I've decided to make my twitter account to private as before it can be read by anyone. I hate when people judging me from what I've wrote either in my blog or in my twitter account. Believe me, what you're reading here is just minor percent of me, in real life - I am way complicated.

I am good at pretending or should I call myself as a poker-face-person. I still can laugh and do stupid jokes even with my heart broken.

Here, I would apologize to all my followers in my twitter if I being so emm amazingly negative in my timeline. I gave up on blogging now, I just don't think it is the right thing to do at the current moment. But I do love my domain, I do love to see www.diana-naubi.com been visited by people and sometimes, I do happy to see other bloggers and be friend with them. I would be more than happy when they seems care with my entry even I know it is a total craps. Example is now, I am sharing this unknown feeling with everybody who might be here.

Hah. I'm having an issues with myself now which I'm being soooooooo sensitive and negative. Which I don't know why and how it happen. I keep blaming my hormones but fuck the hormones, how come you can make me became so fragile while I usually the ignorance person. I don't give a shit to something that might hurt me. Pfffffft.

Maybe, maybe I need a runaway vacation right now. Looking forward for it. BUT, the workloads at my office is stressing me out and I don't want to be the irresponsible one who's running from my thing. Haih. I need strength more than anything right now. 

Till then love.

12 April 2011

Single train

How to ride a single train without wasting tissue(S)?

Breaking off ? It is not the end of the world babeh, it is a start of a new journey. The journey of I-love-myself-more-than-you-EX! So don't waste your time crying, day dreaming wishing everything is back to 'normal' or do stupid things - NOOOO! Don't do that. All you need to do is make up your mind - be positive and you're ready to mingle.

What I mean by mingle is not go flirting with all the guy you saw. But go contact long lost friend, hang out with the girlfriends, or maybe you can ask you parent for a movie. Believe me, you will appreciate those quality time with your parent. Did they ever once broke your heart into pieces or back-stabbed you? Effing no way. They always supporting you since day one your mom knows that you are in her tummy. Alahai~ ;')

So, first, try to hang out with the parent. Which usually for us teenagers, we always spend time with the friends and boyfriend - who says our parent aren't cool enough to hang out with?

Usually when I broke up, I'm facing a serious face problem which lead to pimple, not one or two - but sometimes dah macam party jerawat. (T.T) And to those who's facing the same problem as me, don't make those thing become worst. Pamper yourself. Buy aromatherapy candle, apply mask on your face with 2 cucumber on your eyes, listen to your fav song (please avoid those sad love songs!) and let it be for an hour. Think about yourself - what should you do next. Relaxxx.

Secondly basically pamper yourself. Pergi urut pun cara jugak.

During the break ups, you should learn to love yourself more. Date with yourself, find your inner self. Then you'll realize that actually special - everybody is special in the own ways. Don't ever feel bad about the breaking up, don't feel like a jerk because he let you go or what so ever. But if you realized that you have some bad habits, try to change that - not for anyone else, but for yourself. 

Third, learn to love yourself instead of loving strangers who might be broke your heart.

Distract yourself from thinking about love. Watch comedy movie, watch handsome korean guy, go jamming - i recommended you to play drum - do anything that can make you happy. But don't do drugs or do something stupid - if you know how to love, you might know the different of good and bad things don't you? And you'll meet lotsa new people and you will appreciate the freedom of being single. I mean, no one  even bother to say, "no you can't" - I think it is the best part of being single - you're in control with your life.

Yes, don't think too much about the breaking up. Live you life like nothing happen. 

I think thats all that comes out in my mind at the moment. Oh, I'm doing this for fun which probably I'm not the one with the broken heart now. Or, did I ever have any heart after it once shattered into pieces before? Only god knows cause I also confused with myself - maybe it is the hormone issues.

One last word is, be positive. No matter what happen, or how hard it is just make up your mind and take all those things that happen in your life is a journey and some how at the end of it you might find a happy ending.

p.s: Any other tips on how to face the break up thingy? Spill it out on the comment! ♥ 

11 April 2011

Bruno Mars

Semalam concert Bruno Mars. You know I am seriously desperate wanna go to the concert but the ticket is all sold out. Jadi semalam I stalk twitter orang tangok timeline orang yang pergi concert tu. And seriously I feel really bad. Macam nak nangis sebab regret apesal tak buat loan dengan parent dulu buat beli ticket as gaji masuk lambat.

Tadi try cari kat youtube siapa yang dah upload the concert video, and I jumpa satu! Thanks Hitz.fm sebab pegi record the just the way you are song. And of course sebab spamming my timeline with the concert. Diorang cakap actually tempat tu tak adalah full mana - lagilah I stress. I SHOULD BE THERE kot!

So here is the video taken from cute Jin Hitz.fm

He never fail to make me auwwwing. Bruno Mars darling. :-)

And then I macam nak gamble Asia mana lagi dia nak pergi sanggup je nak spend untuk pergi concert dia. As esok dia perform dekat Australia. And see most of his tickets are sold out! Sedihnyaaaaa!

Seriously, semalam I moody gila sebab tak pergi concert. And the negative vibes is still with me. Even I keep playing his album it is not the same. Haih. Haih. Hopefully dia akan datang Malaysia lagi. Pretty please. And time tu IDC memang kena beli ticket awal.

Ok, kena kerja. I gelabah sebab ada meeting esok. Gelabah gila. So akay bai! ♥

09 April 2011


I've missing for a while. Alah, normal thing untuk Diana, macam chips more kejap ada kejap tak ada. Kejap rajin update macam tiap jam pun nak tulis entry, nanti senyap sampai seminggu malas nak buat entry. See sampaikan gambar time pergi Melaka pun tak upload langsung. Magash. 

So ABPBH, Sam Adnan Sempit menang. Apsal Adnan Sempit? Sebab I kenal dia dari cerita itu. Ehem, I tak expect sangat dia menang sebab sebelum ABPBH kan dia macam simple down to earth masuk Melodi pun jarangkan. Tapi bila dia menang award yang time tu lepas itu tengok dia comel gila kat atas tu bahagia dapat trofi - macam tersuka dengan keselambaan dia. Bila menang overall lagilah, sumpah comel nak mati siap bawa mak naik lagi. Sure mak dia terharu gila.

And persembahan Dato' Siti time last-last tu memang worth the wait. Sumpah I tak menyesal tunggu sebab I actually not into entertainment music sangat. Cuma obsession kat DCT memang tak terkata, boleh tersengih sepanjang tengok performance dia. Comel yang amat. Boarlah berjuta orang tak suka dia cakap apesal kawin Dato K segala, pakai tudung gitu - i masih tetap suka tengok muka dia. :-)

Lepas itu memang I rasa lame sorang-sorang sebab baru nak cakap pasal ABPBH. (-.-")

Last weekend sangat ya amat boring. Ok, i memang tinggal dengan parent but adik I dua orang belajar lagi. So last week my sister tak balik. I sampai tak tau nak buat apa. Hari sabtu I dah balik pukul 4, balik rumah pun rumah kosong, sebab mak keluar. Sedih - I makin lifeless. ;'(

Hey, I seriously need your help. Berat i cuma 43kg sekarang - I nak tips gain weight tolong. Anything - tapi jangan suruh I kawin get preggy cepat. I want something effective. Hehe. Please?