19 December 2009

Personality test

Fiza Falak had tried it, Ariana Naziha had tried it. So it is my turn now and lets see the results!

Btw, if you’re interested to try it too come and visit to(cehceh,promote!);

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx



Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.


Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.


What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

18 December 2009

AVATAR



Semalam malam keluar tengok Avatar. Sebab takut tak sempat tengok hari ni. Oh kurang kesedaran betul I ni. (-.-")

Ambil tiket paling awal sebab tak nak balik lewat. Kelas pukul 8 kot the next day tu. Heh, tapi last-last cancel juga kelas tu, terpaksa tumpang tidur bilik orang sebab kunci bilik tak ambil kat office lagi. Oh, movie start pukul 10 malam. Eh, kenapa nak explain benda ni? Rindu blog sampai rasa nak type sebanyak munkin. Maybe~

Avatar best. Even rasa macam lama gila dalam movie. Once dah habis tengok jam dah pukul 12.40a.m. So berapa jam I membazir? Patutnya I dah start buat revision sebab esok kelas lecturer garang. Tapi yang patut itu tak seronok buat. HAHA. Cerita itu lama tapi I tak sempat rasa boring. So, best la kot. Even tiada lelaki kacak yang normal. Lelaki kacak dalam satu cerita macam drug/attraction untuk tengok kali kedua. Tapi tidak untuk Avatar, tunggu keluar dekat Astro 3 tahun akan datang baru tengok sebab nak rasa, oh aku pernah tengok cerita ni dulu. Mungkin.

Tapi tetap nak cakap tak rugi sebelas ringgit bayar duit tiket tengok. Even I punya Hakim pegi bayarkan. Sebab dia ada jalan cerita mungkin, and tak melompat macam last movie I tengok, Santau. I suka hutan glow in the dark tu, rasa gembira macam taman bercinta. Tak pun gunung terapung diorang tu. Erghh. Cantik gila!


Kadang-kadang I aneh, macam mana producer tu boleh fikir bukan-bukan buat cerita bukan-bukan sambil membazir duit berjuta-juta tapi orang tengok duyun-duyun sampai dapat box office yang berkali ganda untung. Padahal semua orang tahu mana ada creature kaler biru besar kat alam ni.



I tetap kurang kagum dengan Bella & Edward ni. Kenapa? Jacob?!!

Ok, Avatar bukan satu cerita luar logik je. Tengok Twilight Saga tu, pasal vampire yang kita tak sure dia wujud ke tak. Kalau kepercayaan melayu, vampire itu pontianak. Pernah nampak pontianak sumpah cantik macam Cullen's? Kalau korang nampak pontianak sure korang lari lintang pukang jerit-jerit minta tolong. Tapi orang sekarang, semua sibuk nak dengan vampire. Pengaruh Twilight betul. (-.-") Padahal kalau ikut realiti mana mungkin ada vampire gitu hot irresistible tak makan darah kat real life. Fiksyen memang seronok.



Hee. Makin hot diorang ni bila makin besar. (-.-")

Oh, Harry Potter lagi. I rasa Harry Potter kot cerita pertama I tengok yang out of imagination. Siap sambung-sambung sampai jadi collections, author jadi jutawan baru. Pelakon kanak-kanak dah jadi remaja, kaya raya siap tak payah fikir macam mana nak cari duit sambung belajar. Semua sebab Hogwarts, penyapu terbang, portions, burung hantu, and semua bendalah yang memang tak pernah nampak kat real life. Hebat betul diorang fikir yang bukan-bukan sampai jadi cerita kegilaan dunia.


Ok, lepas ni I nak day dreaming banyak-banyak. Fikir benda merepek all the way. Mana tahu ada rezeki boleh buat cerita sambung-sambung jadi kegilaan dunia juga. Cerita fairy tales zaman kanak-kanak dulu dah lapuk, dunia happy ending terlalu fake mungkin. Pasal tu dah tak ramai orang layan cerita Barbie walaupun selalu je diorang keluar CD baru. Heee.


Ok, dah. Nak tidur! Nights.


Oh Jacob darling, I won't forget you. So meh duduk dalam entry ni juga. ♥

Again, Nights!

13 December 2009

UTM

Hello people!

At last I’m here, at UTM. Derr, I am so lucky today cause the Wi-fi is available. So, quick updates before I can’t blog for quite a while after this. ;-(

Thanks for madihah cause being here. Terharu kot sebab ada juga kawan baik lama zaman sekolah dulu baca blog lame macam ni. Btw sis, I miss you! Semester break kali ni tak dapat jumpa pun. So till next semester ok, kita grad sama-sama. Insya-Allah. :D

Being here at my room alone makes me feel gloomier. I want to be home, be with my family, or have the superb internet connection. Where is my roommate btw? If she’s here obviously I will have someone to talk too. And sadly, I can’t call him complaining like I always do during the end of the weekends. Heh, kenapa mak suka halau anak dia balik awal-awal padahal UTM-rumah Cuma 20 minutes drive? ;-p

I feel sick, ok I’m not pretending to be sick because need to get back to UTM. No. I am really felt uncomfortable with my throat and I started to have flu. Damn-damn! Sore throat to be exact, it can cause fever (or it is just me and my symptoms? Whatever!), so now I need to get prepared with the medicine. Don’t want it to get worst. Why must demam at the start of new semester?

I can’t wait to meet my friendssss tomorrow. And I can’t wait to see him on Tuesday! Ceh. And I can’t wait to start my FYP. Ok, itu tipu. I just want to finish it up and stop worrying about all those stuffs.


Resolution for the new semester;

#1 Let it all out babeh. Heeee. Enjoy each second to be student. I will be pleased with the assignments, appreciating the classes, enjoying the tests and happy doing the lab and reports for my FYP.

#2 More time with loved one. The time with friendssss and him need to be divided fairly. ABG’s, Lesbo’s & classmate-to. Hihi. I want to take more pictures and make memories!

#3 I need to be nice with the lecturers. And I want to buy something for my favourite lecturer. Hihi.

#4 Boleh tak kata, I want to organise a party for my close friends. Hiks. It is just something in my mind. Insya-Allah. Ok, bukan party but majlis jumpa-jumpa. ;-p

Thats all, need to rest. Headache. Goodbye!

Accident.

Baca surat khabar semalam? Cerita pasal pasangan yang baru bernikah tiba-tiba kemalangan. Mungkin dah sampai ajal. Mungkin benda tu tak terlintas langsung dalam mind anyone yang get involved dalam wedding tu. Kejap lagi adik I menyanyi lagu Nurani-Eisya (oh I ingat lagi nama penyanyi ni rupanya).

Waktu mak bawa balik surat khabar, I cuma baca header. Then tengok gambar accident tu, tapi tak rasa apa lagi. Kejap tadi sambil tengok movie baru macam ada mood nak baca. And surprisingly, rasa nak nangis. Kesian-kesian-kesian. Oh, cuba letak yourself kat position dia. Dah kenal since high school. Surely you have been waiting for the day sejak dulukan. But bila lepas nikah, when everything yang haram jadi halal, dia pergi. And you've got no idea benda ni nak jadi. If I jadi gini sure boleh jadi gila kot after dengar berita ni.

Dah la kemalangan ngeri. And semua dalam kereta pun meninggal, lepas balik majlis nikah. I just can't imagine what am I going to do. Ouh, memang I tengah emosi. Erghh. Hopefully she's doing okay right now. Emm.. Should be esok majlis sanding, tapi jadi majlis tahlil. ;-(

Ok, sebelum I jadi makin emosi and nangis tak tentu pasal sambil nyanyi lagu nurani, baik I stop sekarang. Untuk my friendsss yang nak balik UTM and driving, drive carefully ok, avoid accident. And kenapa cuti sem rasa macam begitu pendek?


"Mak, tak nak balik UTM boleh?"

Eh kejap, baca pasal siling HSA hempap baby? Derrr... another reason yang buat I rasa nak avoid that hospital if jatuh sakit. (-.-")



p.s: I haven't pack yet. Anyone would like to help me?

12 December 2009

IMY

Can you hear me shouting darling?


How to put your boyfriend aside of your mind while he is away for quite a long time. It is just my way. It depends. Ouh, I wish I can call him now or just texting him and tell him that I miss him. Gaga. I will be lucky sometime he will buzz me on Yahoo Messenger and tell me he misses me. Cehceh. So here are my tips. But sometimes I failed by trying to call his cell, I want to let him know what’s happening to me. Derrrrr.


#1 Buy a super long movie/drama that might be makes you sitting down on the laptop watching it non-stop from the first episode till the end. Oh, avoid too romantic drama or watch something that would remind you of your boyfriend. Like me, I watched my imaginary husband in Ghost Whisperer, so ‘he’ is out of my mind while I’m watching the imaginary husband. HAHA *lempangs


#2 Dumps you phone away for a while, assuming like you don’t have one. Don’t waits for the calls or messages cause it will reminds you more about the boyfriend. Wait a minute, where is my phone now? I remember that I saw it this morning checking on time and I left it there. Oh, I’m so good at dumping something! ;-p Oh, avoid texting any other guys. It is bad. Na-nahh!


#3 Go out with someone you close. Like siblings or your besties. Have fun, watch movie, eat, karaoke-ing or maybe taking pictures together. Do something that can make you forget him. Not entirely. Ha, get distract. That’s the word!


#4 Don’t hang out with the lovey dovey couple. It is stressful to just listen to them talking while you can’t. Avoid going out with them too. Yesterday I’m going out with my siblings and they bring their love one along. Luckily my sis loves me so she still walks with me. But then I keep saying, if he is here it would be great.


#5 Don’t gets mad when you get nothing for him. What are you expected from him while he is on vacation. He will totally busy with his family. So let him be. Are you really want you husband texting his mom while on vacation with you? It is family matters.

But I’m so lucky to have him because he tried to contact me once a day through YM. But at least he tried. Even it is just for few minutes at least I know he is doing okay. Or he just left me with offline messages. Can I say that I love you more by doing that? ;-p


#6 Play games or facebook applications. Like virtual cafe or fish. Haha. And help him taking care of his. By feeding his fish I felt like I am a good step mother, never abandon something that belongs to him. Eceyy. Oh, I really do care about his fish. Why? Ok, my point is, play games. (I am at level 35 at fishville, yeay!)


#7 Blog! Express what you feel. Or just write an email to him telling him what you are up too. At least you’re not keeping it by yourself.

Ok, that's it maybe. But bear in mind, don’t stop missing him. Cause you’ll realise that you’re losing the taste of love once you stop missing you love one. Oh damn it, did I take love medicine just now?

Nights y’all or should I say morning? It's late, goodbye!



Oh I bet you can. :-)


LOLS.LOLS

11 December 2009

Bebel-bebel

Dah hari Jumaat, tinggal dua hari bulat kena balik UTM. Oh malas-malas-malas. It is my final sem, lagi la malas-malas-malas.

I am busy marathoning Ghost Whisperer season 4. Yeeee, sumpah lambat padahal dah masuk season 5 dah. Ok, I am addicted to this because of my roommate, dulu mana layan cerita Ghost Whisperer, tengok cerita anak betong kat TV3 je. Ye la, bahasa orang putih bukan makanan saya.

If season 1 I nangis-nangis tengok bestfriend Melinda mati, ala si Andrea tu. Kali ini I nangis sepanjang 1 episod sebab Jim mati. Ingat tak I selalu tweet nak lelaki macam Jim buat husband segala. Ye, Jim sangat sweet dan dan dan memahami. And hensem dia tu kira extra la kan. And tiap kali tengok Jim dengan Melinda buat I rasa nak kawin and ada husband macam tu. Oh, itu cuma angan-angan, I tak boleh tengok hantu jadi lelaki macam Jim mana nak kat I kan.

Seriously married couple kena belajar macam mana nak deal life dari Melinda-Jim. Diorang kena face hantu-hantu and Jim pun selalu busy kerja malam tapi diorang tetap macam sesuai sama-sama. Mungkin sebab cerita, takkan nak tunjuk part diorang gaduh.And lagi satu sebab I suka Jim sebab dia tak kisah tolong Melinda doing chores, siap masakkan lagi. Auwwww. Macam gula-gula betul!

*Tu baju favourite Jim mungkin. Lepas tu nampak tak Melinda macam comfort dengan Jim. Kenapa kau kena mati Jim?!

Ok, cukup, I nak sambung tengok. Minggu depan pegi beli season 5 volume 1 dulu. Hihi.


Oh kejap, ada I bagitahu I tengok cerita Santau semalam? Ok, my advice, tunggu raya baru tengok. Arghh. Jahat betul I ni. Cerita tu ada takut sedikit, kelakar sedikit, and geli banyak, oh merepek tu macam garam la kot. Tapi diorang cakap cerita ni based on true story. Heh, santau dia true story la kot, tapi ada certain part cerita ni macam lompat-lompat, so feel tu hilang.

Part lompat-lompat tu macam; kau tengok bini kau makan telur macam hantu raya siap ratah ayam yang kau belikan. Siap suruh kau berambus lagi. Kejap lagi malam tu boleh tidur sama like nothing happen. And siang tu pula bini kau tu dah ok siap rengek-rengek takut. Lepas tu dia jadi macam hantu raya balik. Pelik betul. Mungkin I lampi, tapi memang betul I kurang faham part tu.

Part geli semestinya bila ada part cacing-cacing. Lepas ni memang I menyampah sikit la nak makan mee goreng. Apehal cerita hantu suka guna mee jadi cacing? Ok part tu I tutup mata. Lepas tu-lepas tu, ada part ni ada telur goreng yang bini dia makan tu (macam mana tah boleh ada balik) bersepah kat ruang tamu. So si bini yang rengek takut tu, turun bawah and nampak benda tiba-tiba ada aura masuk, and dia boleh makan telur+darah+cacing tu. And I ni memang dah ber eeee-euwww dalam cinema tu. Siap tutup mata tahan muntah. Macam mana pelakon tu sanggup belakon gitu?

Ok dah, korang pegi tengok sendiri. Tapi banyak kot diorang boleh improve. Based on true story, patutnya macam tersusun kot. Heeee.


Ok, seriously dah nak sambung marathon. B-bye!



p.s: Where is my phone? Both! Damn it.

10 December 2009

S.O.R.R.Y

I did mentioning about MARC at my previous entry, I know, I should not describe something directly because people may think differently from me. And I said something about gila kerek, and I did bold about some, not all of you. I really do mean it. I read a comment saying about the previous entry suddenly I felt guilty like I should not saying those things here.

And here I would like to apologize to those who did have the feeling, “Euww, ape kes kau ni Diana?

Sometimes, I just type something without considering about others. And I never want to hurts people, unless you’re my foe la kan. It is my last semester here, so I want to enjoy each day and making good memory about UTM.

Again, I’m sorry for the wrong doings.


(Maybe I need to take a break. )

09 December 2009

New Layout

Hehe. New layout people. I’m squeezing my head how to still have nuffnang advertisement here while using another type of layout. Heh, and since when I start using nuffnang? I like the contests, can get premier screening tickets. I haven’t tried any yet, but with nuffnang I can find many interesting blog to read.

What else? Okeh, I want to watch Cucu Betong. Later people!

Now I have the mood to blog. Cantik betul layout baru ni. :-)

Gunung oh bukit.

Sangat gila lama tak blog. Macam dah boleh delete account.

Semalam, I keluar makan dengan rakan sekolah yang lama, time nak bayar I jumpa my tutor/lecturer/abg senior. So dengan muka chill I tegur. I baru perasan dia dalam fesbuk, cakap pegi Gunung Kinabalu sangat best sampai demam. And as I know, senior I yang ni memang hebat bergunung. Ok, mungkin tak sehebat pendaki gunung Everest, tapi dia memang aktif bergunung.

I memang kagum sikit dekat rakan-rakan yang selalu naik gunung sampai satu semester tak naik gunung diorang macam boleh rasa frust gila. Heeee. Close friend I yang selalu sangat naik gunung; Yanti & Hakim. And I selalu tanya, best sangat ke naik gunung tu? Diorang cakap seronok, best, fun, blablabla. And I perasan some, I really mean some bukan semua of pendaki gunung ni gila kerek, like, kitaorang budak MARC blablabla, and kiteorang hebat. Like wth? My sis pun agree with me. Kiteorang yang tak bergunung ni loser sangat ke?

My reasons why I memang not into bergunung sangat. ;-p
And hello, I boleh je pegi camping. Outdoors activity memang best tapi bukan bergunung, maybe not for me. Haha.

1. Toilet tiada atas gunung sana tu. Hihi. I bukan hygiene sangat pun, tapi pasal toilet memang I do really care. Sedangkan kat UTM yang dah satu semester I tinggal pun, I still prefer to be home if I diserang diarrhoea. Ouh, I jarang sekali get used dengan toilet lain melainkan dekat rumah punya toilet. So, I tak dapat nak imagine macam mana I nak hidup without toilet time bergunung. Sure memang all the time I try untuk 'tahan' everything. (ok, you may laugh now)

Eh, baru I perasan, tu je ke reason I tak nak bergunung? If kena bawa beg besar gila gaban tu, it is not a big deal pun. Memang pegi camping pun my things memang sumpah banyak. Cuma jangan suruh I bawa batu macam palapes w/o reason time naik gunung dah la. Memang on spot I pegi maki direct.

Trekking naik-naik gunung tu pun, insya-Allah kot. Cuma letih tak letih la kan. Heeee. Sedangkan shopping berjam-jam I boleh tahan, jalan-jalan tanpa hala I masih boleh terima. Ni kan lagi tengok hijau pokok ciptaan tuhan, memang la jadi favourite I. Lagi-lagi dapat dengan kawan-kawan sambil ambil gambar lepas tu upload kat fesbuk, siapa tak nak kan.

Ingat lagi time sekolah menengah ada ikut wilderness camp dekat langkawi tu tinggal seminggu kat pulau-pulau kecik. Siap kena kayak setiap hari berjam-jam, angkut kayak gedabak tu, masak, trekking time malam. Penat, tapi best! And kat pulau tu pun takde toilet cuma diorang ada macam satu tong macam toilet, lepas guna need too letak serbuk apetah I dah lupa. And kiteorang siap pasang penghadang kat toilet buatan tu. Pasal tu I boleh terima sikit camping yang tu. At least ada toilet. Tapi I tetap jaga makan untuk avoid pegi toilet. Ahahaha. Balik tu muka I dah macam orang pulau sebab gelap melampau. Tapi if ada chance lagi untuk pegi memang I jerit kuat-kuat, I NAK PEGI!!

Oh, and I ada pengalaman dengan pacat. Time tu join Scout punya camping and ada trekking. I ni memang geli dengan adik beradik cacing, so I ni pakai stokin yang memang I sure boleh avoid pacat naik kaki. Memang pacat takde pun naik kat kaki, tapi mistake besar I, I pakai lengan pendek time tu. Time mandi, I nampak dua ekor pacat yang dah besar lepas hisap banyak darah I kat armpit I. Memang I capai towelt keluar toilet minta kawan buang si pacat tu. (-.-") Lepas je benda tu memang I pakai lengan panjang sepanjang camping tu. Haha. Tapi masih la ada pacat kat leher & telinga. Erghh. Even nak cerita pun rasa geli. ;-p

And ada juga time camping dengan Scout tu takde toilet. Cuma sungai je tempat mandi and buang-buang segala. Damn it. Memang nak mati sangat time tu. I ni kadang-kadang ada symptom kanak-kanak yang suka ketuk pintu mak minta teman pegi buang air kecik time tengah malam. Memang time ramai orang jaga, I kuatkan semangat pegi tempat yang sesuai then paksa semua keluar. Pasal tu kot I nekad tak nak camping lagi sampai sekarang. HAHA.

Bila tengok orang bergunung, memang la rasa nak try. At least once in a life time la konon. Tapi bila tengok diorang lari-lari tiap petang, sedangkan I pegi tengok drama. Rasa boleh ke eh nak join? And bukan I loser ke pada pandangan mata budak-budak gunung. Even Hakim pun under-estimate I, dia cakap I plastik sebab tak join segala. Hello brother, gunung je wa tak layan ok sebab fikir toilet. ;-p

06 December 2009

Ei, sorry

Saya ingat dia emo, tapi rupanya saya yang emo.
Lagi parah, saya dah fikir yang bukan-bukan.
Oh, macam mana lagu maafkan kami tu?

Bersalah betul dengan awak.
(-.-")

Sorry ok kawan lama.

05 December 2009

Ouh, enstek

1. Thanks to hakim who celebrated my birthday for the whole day. Gaha. But why, each time we’re out for a date, time tu sure both of us sumpah gila sleepy? But that day you’re worst, macam jalan dengan mumia. Gaga.

2. Thanks to Yah sebab sanggup sharing the bed with me. Sure Yah aneh gila I balik lambat and bangun pun sumpah lambat. Damn, blame hakim sebab always makes me awake till 4.30am.

3. Laptop faiz juga. Thanks-thanks-thanks. Certain time I use his laptop without permission. Nyehnyeh. Once dia balik I dah kedek-kedek lari cari Hakim. Oh, tak lupa juga sebab each time date dengan Hakim, Kelisa Faiz will be our ride. Thanksss! (macam la faiz baca. HAHA)

4. Uncle & aunty yang I rarely talk too sebab sumpah segan. Dan semakin segan because I got a lots of things from them. Thank you, thank you, for the sleep over, local fruits - fav kot, purse, bag & the shoe.

5. Ayie. Haha. Kena thanks juga sebab each time I tried to make a conversation at least dia reply. Siap kena paksa add kat fesbuk lagi. Nyeh-nyeh, jaga bear pink tu jgn letak bwh je. Kesian. (-.-“)

6. Hakim, remember the eyemo moment? Nyehnyeh. Enough laughing okey. If I heard about that in the future, memang I cekik you weiii!

7. Ouh, I tak sempat nak jumpa Najah. Sebal. Maybe next time. Make sure the plan is on. Yeyeah.

8. Ouh, you guys ingat the Arsengal-Chelaut game? Mzyhh, next time bawa Emran skali okey! Ouh, baru ingat tak sempat dengar suara boboy before balik. :|

9. & why each time I sleepover at you place you mesti demam eh Hakim? (muka tak puas hati)

10. Oh, baru baca blog Mzyh, upload the new hair okey nanti. Tak sempat tengok tadi. :(

11. I started to miss you guysss. Till next time. (if there is next time)

04 December 2009

Apa itu?

Saya ingat saya boleh cinta awak dengan hanya lihat wajah kacak awak, tapi saya silap.

Kemudian saya ingat saya boleh cinta awak dengan hanya ayat manis gula-gula awak, tapi saya silap lagi.

Kali ini saya yakin yang saya boleh cinta awak bila tiap masa saya dengan awak, tapi ternyata saya silap lagi.

Masih tak puas hati, macam mana saya nak cinta awak?

Jadi tiap-tiap hari saya cuba faham awak. Kenal awak. Sebab saya nak tahu apa itu cinta.
Orang kata tak kenal maka tak cinta, jadi baik saya kenal awak.

Kemudian saya mula perasan.
Awak suka kanak-kanak, sama macam saya.
Awak suka lagu Indonesia, sama macam saya.
Awak suka makan kicap, sama macam saya.
Awak suka itu, awak suka ini, saya suka itu, saya suka ini.
Kita banyak persamaan.

Jadi saya mula selesa bila dengan awak.
Kita kawan baik, ketawa sama, cerita sedih sama, merepek sama.
Saya gembira dengan awak dan saya tahu awak pun gembira dengan saya, tapi saya tak perasan apa-apa.
Mungkin saya dah lupa sebenarnya saya tengah nak cari cinta.
Tahu-tahu mereka kata saya tengah bercinta.
Eh ye ke, saya tak tahu pula.

Esok, lusa, tulat, hari seterusnya.
Saya perasan sesuatu, ada juga perbezaan.
Awak mula cakap itu, saya cakap ini. Kejap lagi kita bermasam muka.
Saya sedih dan saya tahu awak pun sama sedih.
Tak lama lepas tu awak pandang saya yang dari tadi pandang awak.
Kita ketawa.
Ah, hal kecil yang macam atom kalau dibandingkan dengan apa yang kami rasa.
Mungkin belum sampai masa untuk putus asa bersama.

Eh kejap, tu ke cinta yang saya cari?


End.


Okay, mood nak merepek sangat la banyak sebab tiada teman bicara. Jaga orang demam rupanya susah. Tapi senang sikit dari jaga bayi sebab dia tak merengek menangis. Ok, selamat malam!



RandomFactAboutMe: The reason why I don't want to get involved with love thingy is because I hate to deal with my heart. Jealousy, missing, insecurity is so not my thing. I do trust my so called boyfriend but certain time (i hardly feels this way actually) having these feelings makes me feel stupid. So you know, being in love is like having a virus in your heart. HAHA.

02 December 2009

31.11.09

Ciss, lama gila tak update sampai rindu kat blog sendiri. Even sekarang pun guna laptop curi-curi untuk update. Oh, kena type cepat so that boleh tidur and tak buat malu bangun super lambat kat rumah orang. ;-p

So here we go!

Semalam my birthday. Cehceh, and as orang yang kenal I rapat tahu la kot yang I ni pergi merantau untuk celebrate birthday 'kita'. And it was fun. Karaoke-ing macam orang gila kat Redbox after midnight, makan kek, menjerit sumpah lagu yang tak match langsung dengan suara. Gembira-gembira. Sepanjang hari jalan-jalan dekat 1Utama (pergh skema badul kot ). Last-lasy beli seketul seluar untuk pergi kelas. I tak jumpa benda lain yang dapat buat I gembira. Oh, and tadi tengok Ninja Raizo punya cerita. Haha. Nyaris tertidur dalam movie kot.

Apesal bosan sangat blog diari ni? ;-p

Dah lambat satu hari but I still nak rasa bersyukur sebab diberi peluang untuk hidup kat dunia ni. I learnt a lot. I met loads of people. Thanks for those yang wish I. *peluk-peluk* And thanks sebab masih ada orang pandai spoil the mood, wtf. Menyesal pegi check facebook time tengah gembira. And thanks juga kat Hakim sebab pandai buat I girangggg balik. Arghh. Cukup gedik.

Wish untuk tahun ni; (something in my mind time blow the candles)
I just want to be happy. Kena explain ke?

Mujur, terima kasih sebab tiada operasi khianat mengkhianati. Hee. Tu yang untung birthday time cuti sekolah, tade bedak, tade tepung, tade telur. Eh kejap, ingat time matrix dulu main baling-baling tepung dengan Eim sampai lari sana sini macam orang gila. Hahaha. Rindu beb! Last-last kena basuh toilet sama-sama. (-.-")

Tahun lepas time kat rumah, adik-adik tercinta jilat pipi kanan kiri tepat pukul 12. Kali ni mesti diorang rindu kak gojes-gajus dia. Kiriman message je dapat tepat pukul 12. Sayang korang adik! And tepat pukul 12 juga dengar suara gedik Hakim nyanyi lagu birthday version english-cina. Konon nak kalahkan I la yang hebat merapu. ;-p


Eh kejap, kenapa takde 31 November en?

And btw, Happy Birthday Batax. Hihi. I tak ley lupa kot birthday you sebab kita berjiran date. And curfew family kita memang membunuh. Heh. Enjoy your day!



Ah, kosong. Good night.