Haih

Kalau hari dah Ahad lepas tu dah start nak bergelap, sure dalam hati pun bergelap sekali sebab malas nak balik U. Walaupun tiap-tiap minggu rasa gini, tapi tiap kali kena time-time gini sure akan emo lebih-lebihan. Padahal sendiri sedar diri yang memang kena, perlu, wajib balik U. Mungkin dah muak jadi student, padahal sendiri pun tak nak mengaku diri student. Haha.

Weekend depan tak boleh balik rumah. Kena attend Degree++. Or mungkin balik after each seminar then pagi-pagi balik U semula. Eh kenapa I pegi ambil course 4 tahun? Mengapa? Dah rasa stress sebab lama sangat belajar. Kenapa UTM tak buat macam UiTM yang FYP dia buat time second semester of third year dengan first semester of forth year? Maybe akan kurang stress sebab takut FYP tak sempat siap on time.

And sekarang I memang tengah confuse nak sambung Master or pergi start google untuk kerja. Abah is not helping me sebab dia memang nak suruh I sambung, even macam-macam alasan I lempar dia tetap menekankan I kena sambung belajar. Tapi u guys bayangkan, I am too stress right now with everything. So macam mana I nak stand another few years lagi mengadap student life.

Okay memang working life lagi stress dari belajar. But at least I boleh try new environment kan? Tapi if keadaan macam dekat tempat intern dulu tu, sure boleh mati bunuh diri. Heh.

So now I am sure yang I tengah kena pilih mana nak pergi. If sambung my dad akan pegi sponsor everything macam biasa, and if kerja I pun tak tahu nak kerja as apa dekat mana. So now I baru tahu confusions of final year students. Stress gila!!

p.s: For the 100th times, sakit mata because of the lens. Eh, I need to buy a new spectacle so that I can stop wearing lens. I had Gucci in my mind. But obviously my dad will say, WHAT A WASTE?! So maybe I should just forget it for now. (-.-")

p.p.s: First time ever, my bill reached RM150. Thank you Celcom. ;-p