Drama

Today I learned how to play carom correctly. Next semester boleh wakil KTHO ni. :)

I had no mood to talk today. Apesal nowadays I seem like had no mood at night? And why it is hot tonight? And why I have that stupid feeling tonight?

Tonight Arsenal vs Man U. I’m not going to watched it as I need enough sleep. Will check the result in the morning kot. If sempat la. Gosh, hope Arsenal will perform tonight. Arshavin ada kan? Hiks.

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Drama? No drama?

Oh, I want to make a drama, again. But I won’t publish it. Miahaha. To the actor please wait for my introduction; I’ll give you hell as I promised. Ohh.. kejam~ Did you still remember what you had done to me before? I mean, since the first time I know you, all the lies, the fake hopes, the tears, the memories and everything that we had been through before. You’re like pain in my ass. I just don’t know how and why I still hanging with you. And I just don’t know why I still doing nothing even you still keep bugging in my life now. Stop it, I had enough hearing about you. I’m not hating you now, at least I had once or twice hating you la kan. But now I am not, I just irritates each time I know anything about you. It just makes me feel, “Oh I am back to that ‘world’ again”, the mistakes and the misunderstanding. I just don’t know how we could survive for quite some time before. Kinda tough huh?

Oh, stop pretending like you’re good guy. And I will stop acting like I am not guilty and I'll stop saying those sarcastic words that will hurts you till death. It is my mistake to acting like this, but you started it first. Hello, please tell the truth to them about us. Stop saying that you still into me or what-so-ever, I know I am nothing for you now or even when I am with you before. You just want them to say that you’re so loyal-but-being-dumped-guy or ect yang konon-konon baik. You got it (some person did blame me for everything without knowing the story from my side), but you are still the same person that I know. Stop pretending. FULLSTOP.

Suddenly I have the mood to listening to this song. Each word means something in my mind, my heart. Haha. But then I get over it now. I felt nothing more than I like this song. No heart’s feeling lagi! (^.^)

Kau buat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuat ku merasakan yang tak terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa kuakhiri
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, tuk melihatimu

I had enough of being hurt by you or whoever yang did makes me feel stupid. Oh yeah. Goodbye broken-hearted. :D

End of the drama.
p.s: To those invited readers here, just read, don’t ask, don’t talk, don’t spread.
p.p.s: I am okayy. Nothing yang emotional or what. A lil bit pissing off.

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Mr H.
Had enough sleep?
Wish you best of luck with you last paper tomorrow.
And don’t forget our date tomorrow.
Can’t wait!
<3


Nights~